Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Surviving-back to work blues


Well, I did it. I survived my first day back at work. It wasn't pretty but it wasn't ugly either... until that night after I got home and had him in my arms. I began to boo hoo- like a little kid who falls and scrapes their knee boo hoo, yeah it was a definite ugly cry. Why after I got home you ask? Because I had prepared for that first day and given myself a many pep talk. I was ready- as best you can be anyway. So the morning went smoothly, we woke up, fed, got ready, loaded up and headed out the door to Gigi's. And this was after an evening of the biggest tantrum he has had yet... that wasn't pretty either mind you but nevertheless we had a good night sleep and pretty decent morning. I was pretty busy at work so the day passed quickly. So far so good. However, as I was holding my sweet sweet babe later that evening it hit me-I have to go back the next day and leave him all over again. Crap! Crap, crap, crap!! I swear I held him for about 3 hours after that. I did not want to let that little boy go. I cannot even begin to put into words the absolute joy and happiness my little fella gives me. Oh how I love him so and hate to leave him. Anyway, I survived day 2 as well and am again not looking forward to day 3 but I will suck it up and be thankful for how blessed we already are. Here's to getting through the rest of the week.

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